石明宗Shih, Ming-Tsung洪康喬Hung, Kang-Chiao2019-09-052020-08-202019-09-052018http://etds.lib.ntnu.edu.tw/cgi-bin/gs32/gsweb.cgi?o=dstdcdr&s=id=%22G060332003A%22.&%22.id.&http://rportal.lib.ntnu.edu.tw:80/handle/20.500.12235/106103研究者本人曾被譽為HBL賽場上的傳說，「我」是2009年松山高中奪下隊史首冠的主力球員、創下HBL跨季29連勝的紀錄、2010年松山高中完成隊史首度連霸的冠軍賽MVP（最有價值球員）。在冠軍賽單場獨得破紀錄的48分，目前還是冠軍賽得分紀錄的保持人。然而，在這之後想再繼續向下一個目標前進時，卻遭遇到了所有運動員的夢靨運動傷害，經歷了這四次大手術，讓我開始以不同的角度來面對人生，並用對球場上拚戰態度繼續努力下去。在反覆著從帶著光環的雲端跌落谷底後又再振作。 根據上述的研究背景，本研究的目的如下：一、 探究籃球、傷痛和我三者之間的交互關係。二、重新反思這段在受傷經歷事件時，各階段的心態轉變。三、重新尋找籃球之於我的內在深層意義。 主要的心靈轉變歷程可以歸納成「四話」。從神話變成笑話，我想重回舞台把笑話變成真話，卻又一次次地變成了謊話。研究結果發現在這過程中經歷了許許多多外人無法想像的心靈轉折。籃球的高低起伏如同四季般，我深刻體會過被萬眾矚目的巔峰，也感受過外界對我的冷嘲熱諷後，最重要的就是隨時保持正面思考。而「受傷與復出」是折磨也是一份禮物，從中學習讓自己更加強大。先前的我因為不敢面對，害怕接受死亡的事實，所以搖擺在其中；而現在的我，選擇勇敢地面對它。這樣的轉變使得我想要重新掌握自己的命運，正視自己所害怕的一切事實，和自己內心對籃球那堅定的渴望。The researcher in this study, I, was once considered as a legend of HBL, who was the key player in helping Song Shan high school to win the first HBL champion in school history in 2009, set a 29 winning streak record, and the Final MVP of 2010 when Song Shan won a back to back national champion. In the Final game, He set a record breaking 48 points, and still holds the record today. Despite this seeming bright start in my basketball career, I suffered a major setback when moving up to higher level, the biggest nightmare of all athletes – injuries. After experiencing 4 major surgeries, I began to hold different perspective towards life, and using the same hustle on the court to face the challenges from rehabilitation to full recovery. The repetitive injuries dropped me from heaven to ground and I always manage to make a come. Based on the upon experiences, the purposes of this study are as follows: To investigate the interchanging relationships between basketball, injury and I. To reflect the mental and spiritual transformation of different stages after injuries To redefine the meaning of basketball to my inner self I conclude that there are four phases of mental/spiritual transformation. From the once mythology has turned into a parody. I tried to overturn the parody into my true return but failed as lies. I experienced many mental struggles during the entire process that people can not image. The ups and downs of basketball is just like four seasons, I was once at the admiring peak and also walked through the despised bottom, the most important thing is to stay positive at all time. From “injury and return”, it is a torture also a gift which makes me stronger by learning from it. I was once defeated and could not face the reality of career ending, but now I stand up and face it strongly. The transformation motivates me to regain control of my own fate and stand against my fears and the stealth desire to basketball.運動傷害神話笑話籃球Sports injurymythologyparodybasketball player